The fax arrived -- going through the tribulations of an old fax number, then a re-send to a new number -- and I got the woman in the office to read it to me -- then I called Wells F and paid them $6000. So I hope they are off my back. Was called this morning by my sister's job coach, then emailed by her payee and her caseworker. Social Security wants about $8000 paid back, and has decided my sister doesn't need SS -- the payee will appeal I said, Yes, I'm taking up the slack here, and I have MS. I can't keep on. She needs services. My father has Alzheimer's and I am trying to visit sometimes.
I can't go to the meeting tomorrow, I decided -- I feel too terrible. I think the stress has whammied me -- it's always the worst thing for me. Frank says I have no boundaries -- he's right. It didn't even occur to me that perhaps I didn't need to sacrifice myself for this meeting until 4pm. I'm a s-l-o-w learner. My father is doing well, and had a pancake this morning, walked a couple of steps. So no life/death issues for this meeting, anyway. If there were I'd sacrifice myself and go up, I'm sure -- rats.
posted by - 8:53 PM