'Really? How interesting!'
Ages ago when I last saw the neuro to try my best to get the CCSVI treatment, I mentioned to her that often at about oh, say 2 or 3am I can wiggle my righthand fingers, which Frank says has to do with the meridian active at that time of day. She said, 'Really? How interesting!' or something. I could tell she believed me but had never heard such a thing before.
Last night at a much earlier hour - possibly before midnight - I suddenly had much greater use of my right hand and my right leg, which hasn't often been part of the 3am upsurge. It's always just enough to keep me going though this life seems pretty stupid to me.
I get much, much worse if I'm cold or too warm.
I was thinking about reincarnation, which has always seemed a fanciful conceit to me, and that it definitely would need two parts. An early part would have the move-from-incarnation-to-different-incarnation aspect, but later rebirth would be in the same form to give you leave to attempt other paths within the same lifetime. Maybe it's all tied to the multiverse theory. Anyway, I truthfully don't feel the individual spirit survives although it would seem to be a nice idea from this viewpoint of little understanding; I think there's an ecstatic joining as energy separated unnaturally by a physical body is once again able to meld with the universal (or multiversal). This body has no more significance tha an old gym slip, and is as thankfully cast off.
posted by - 6:29 PM
If you get released from this body before I get released from mine, please come visit me in your big, golden and glowing state.
aye there's the rub...that strong attachment (pro or con!) to something or somebody will suck bits of your energy right back into another body! or worse, you'll just hang about knocking things askew and going whooooooooooooo.