And no-one knows, tiddly pom
How cold my nose, tiddly pom
How cold my nose, tiddly pom
Is growing
...or something like that. I haven't read it for 50 years.
No-one quite understands why I'm taking the tamoxifen, and I'm not exactly sure either except it has to do with a few things. One is just being curious how I would feel without the fever. It might not work, but I don't really care. I'm just interested in giving this one thing a good try. It might well have spread already which is fine, but I just don't really want it breaking through the skin. I decided before the doctor appointment that I'd just not think about what do beforehand and let a decision happen. I didn't want to be in a race with the lump as my sister and brother-in-law are coming out. I'm totally into the idea of not thinking about anything or expecting anything.
When I was talking to the surgeon first he told me what he'd recommend to a normal person then said But you won't do any of that. I agreed and he brought up tamoxifen, then wanted me to go directly to Dr Herring to try to see him to get a prescription. I said You are a troublemaker. He said But you are already out! I said You don't have to worry about peeing your pants. He agreed, sadly, and Tiff, who was in the room, said she'd run in to Dr Herring's and bend him to her will. So I said ok, then we went out to track down Messrs Hammer and Monster. During that I knocked off my elbow scab and bled buckets through toilet paper, paper towels, bandaid for some reason.
We got the Rx written and picked it up at Walgreen's. I got the feeling the doctors really wanted me to take the stuff, quite desperately, and were relieved I agreed to. Dr Dietz shook my hand for ages and told me he wished me well and to call him in a month to let him know if it is having any effect. Dr Herring told Tiff he'd tried to call me on my defunct landline so she gave him my cell number.
an reed pogo too
also i cud send u som bacon bandaids if u want.
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