I keep trying but things get worse and worse. I keep my good humour and stubborn persistence although I am not sure how or why. I love life and the earth and her richness of beauty. People, as weird as we are, constantly fill my heart with warmth as I see how cheerful and brave despite suffering ordinary mortals are. Clearly some of us are swine but most struggle to make the ledger fall into the black.
My travails are not the worst by any means.
wow -- what does it take to get to that place! a very few are born with that view but most of us either never get there, or get there almost too late.
And I can only attempt to emulate your example.